Wednesday, June 12, 2024

Her


She knows all my shit! She knows all the darkest fucked up shit deep buried inside me soul!
She neither complains nor judges me for who i am or for what i am, but helps me be better and helps me be the happiest iv been for a long time!
She knows why I’ve become who I am! Why I do the shit I do! And She penetrated all the cemented fucking high walls iv been building around me up until my zenith!
She would always see me as a great person and she would always make me see myself for who i am despite what my fucked up mind would always make me see!
She would sandwich all my flaws with convincing compliments which i would have never believed if anyone else would have pointed them out!
She has that magical power of reading me mind even if i tried hiding them deep within myself!
She has that effect over me which made me couldn't lie to her about anything!
Sometimes Even without her asking me, i would open up to her as she wouldn’t judge or complain!
She was the perfect soul mate! I ain't that dumb to idolize her for what she was!
She would probably get moody and complain if it was her husband! She may suspect the shit outta him as it ain't a professional relation ship like ours!
Yeah she is my psychologist and she is bound not to judge me or complain about anything! Lol!

But man, imagine having a girl with the qualities of a professional psychotherapist!

That would be every man’s dream! Lol I really am psycho, ain’t I!? 😂😂😂

Thursday, March 14, 2024

Campus āļ‘āļšāļ¸ āˇ€āˇ„āļœāļ­්āļ­

āˇ„āļą්āļ­ාāļąේ, āļšāļą්āļ¯ āļ´ාāļ¸ුāļŊ,

āļ¸āˇ„āˇ€ැāļŊිāļēේ āļ‰āˇ€ුāļģු āļēා āļšāļģāļ´ු

āļ…āļš්āļļාāļģ් āļ´ාāļŊāļ¸ āļ‹āļŠ,

āļĸොāļēිāļą්āļ§් āļ‘āļšāļš් āļœāˇ„āļą āļœāļ¸āļą්

āļ…āˇ„āˇƒ āļ¯ිāˇ„ා āļļāļŊාāļœෙāļą,

āļļැāˇ„ැāļœෙāļą āļœිāļēāļ´ු āļ‰āļģ,

āļąැāļœීāļœෙāļą āļ†āļ´ු āˇ„āļŗ āļ­āļģු āļ¸ැāļ¯ āļ…āļ­āļģāļ¸ං āļ‹āļąු āļ…āļ´ි āļ…āļ¯....

āļŊංāļšාāˇ€ේ āļ‘āļš āļ‘āļš āļ­ැāļą්āˇ€āļŊ,

āļŊෝāļšේ āļ‘āļš āļ‘āļš āļģāļ§āˇ€āļŊ,

āļĸීāˇ€ිāļ­ේ āļ‘āļš āļ‘āļš āļ­ැāļą් āˇ€āļŊ āļ…āļ­āļģāļ¸āļą් āˇ€ෙāļŊා

āļ†āļēෙāļ¸āļ­් āļ‘āļą්āļą āļļැāļģි āˇ€ෙāļą්āļąāļ¸!

āļ‘āļš්āļšෙāļąෙāļš් āļ†āļēේ āļąොāļ‘āļą්āļąāļ¸ āļœිāˇ„ිāļŊ්āļŊා đŸĨē

āˇƒāļ¸āˇ„āļģු āļ¸ේ āļŊෝāļšෙāļ§ āļ…āļŊුāļ­් āļĸීāˇ€ිāļ­ āļœෙāļąāļŊ්āļŊා āļŊොāļšුāļ¸ āļŊොāļšු āˇ€āļœāļšීāļ¸් āˇ€āļŊ āļļැāļŗිāļŊා,

āļ’ āļ…āˇƒ්āˇƒේ āļ¸ං āˇ€āļœේ āļ‹āļą් āļ¸ොāļšāļ¯්āļ¯ āļ¸ේ āˇ€ෙāļą්āļąේ āļšිāļēāļŊා āļ­ේāļģෙāļą්āļąේ āļąැāļ­ුāˇ€ āļ¯āˇ„ āļ…āļ­ේ āļšāļŊ්āļ´āļąා āļšāļģāļąāˇ€,

āļ¸ොāļąෞāļ­්āļ­āļš්āļ¯ āļ¸ේ āļĸීāˇ€ිāļ­ේ āļšිāļēāļŊා!

āļ…āļąේ āļ¸āļą්āļ¯ා, āļ¸ැāļģිāļŊා āļœිāļē āļ¯ාāļ§ āļ¸ේ āļ”āļš්āļšොāļ¸ āļ‘āļšāļēි!

Term tests āˇ€āļŊ āļŊāļšුāļĢු, homework āļąොāļšāļģ āļ’ period āļ‘āļšේ teacher āļ‘āļēිāļ¯ āļąැāļ¯්āļ¯ āļšිāļēāļŊා āļ¸āˇ„ා āļĸāļģා āˇ„ැāļŸීāļ¸āļšිāļą් āļļāļŊāļą් āˇ„ිāļ§āļ´ුāˇ€ා, āļļූāļ§් āļšාāļ´ුāˇ€ා, āˇ€āļŊි āˇ€āļŊāļ§ āļœිāˇ„ිāļą් āļ‰āˇƒ්āļšෝāļŊෙāļ§/āļœෙāļ¯āļģāļ§ āļ¸ාāļ§්āļ§ු āˇ€ෙāļŊා āļœුāļ§ි āļšාāļ´ුāˇ€ා, āļēāļš්āļšු āˇ€āļœේ āļšෙāļŊ්āļŊෝ āļ‘āļš්āļš āˇ„ිāļ§āļ´ුāˇ€ා, āļ…āˇ„ිංāˇƒāļšāļ¸ āļ…āˇ„ිංāˇƒāļš āļšෙāļŊ්āļŊෝ āļ‘āļš්āļš āˇ„ිāļ§āļ´ුāˇ€ා, āļ‰ංāļœ්‍āļģීāˇƒි āļ§ීāļ āļģ්āˇ€ āļļāļŊāļą්āļąāļ¸ āļ‰āˇƒ්āļšෝāļŊේ āļœිāļēāļ´ු āļ¯āˇ€āˇƒ්, AL pass āļ¯, fail āļ¯, āļšැāļ¸්āļ´āˇƒ් āļœිāļēාāļ¯ āļąැāļ¯්āļ¯, āˇƒිāļģා āļĸොāļļ් āļ‘āļšāļš් āˇƒෙāļ§් āļ‹āļąාāļ¯ āļąැāļ¯්āļ¯, āˇ…āļ¸āļēි āˇ„ොāļŗāļ§ āˇ„ැāļ¯ුāļąāļ¯, āļšුāļŠ්āļŠෝ āļ‹āļąාāļ¯, āļ…āļŠු āˇ€āļēāˇƒිāļą් āļ¸ැāļģුāļąāļ¯ āļšිāļēāļą āļ¸ේ āˇ„ැāļ¸āļ¯ේāļ¸ āļ…āļ´ි āļ¸ැāļģුāļąāļ§ āļ´āˇƒ්āˇƒේ āļ‰āˇ€āļģāļēි!

āˇ„ිāļąා āˇ€ෙāļŊා āˇ„ිāļ§āļ´ුāˇ€ා, āļ…āļŦāļ´ුāˇ€ා,

āˇƒැāˇ„ැāļŊ්āļŊුāˇ€ෙāļą් āˇ„ිāļ§āļ´ුāˇ€ා, āˇƒ්āļ§්‍āļģෙāˇƒ් āļ‹āļą āļ‘āˇ€්āˇ€ා,

āļ´්āļŊෑāļą් āļœāˇ„āļ´ු āļ¯ේāˇ€āļŊ්, āļ‰āļļා āļœාāļ­ේ āļœෙāˇ€ුāļą āļ¯āˇ€āˇƒ්,

āļ¸ේ āļ”āļš්āļšොāļ¸ āļąිāļšāļą් āļ…āļ´ේ āˇƒීāļēāļŊාtath thibba āļ´්‍āļģāˇ්āļą, āļ´්āļŊෑāļą්āˇƒ්, āˇ€ොāļģි āļ‹āļą āļ’āˇ€ා, āˇƒāļ­ුāļ§ු, āļ¯ුāļš් āļ‹āļą moments āˇ€āļœෙāļēි!

āļ…āļŠුāļ¸ āļ­āļģāļ¸ේ āļ­āˇ€ āļ…āˇ€ුāļģුāļ¯ු āļ­ිāˇ„ āˇ„āļ­āļŊිāˇ„āļšිāļą් āļŠāˇ…āļŸ āļ´āļģāļ¸්āļ´āļģාāˇ€āļ§āļ­් āˇ€ැāļŠāļš් āļąෑ!

100āļšිāļą් āˇ€ිāļ­āļģ āļ‘āļš āļļāļŊ්āļŊෙāļš්āļ§ āˇ€ැāļŠāļš් āļąෑ! LOL!

āļ…āļ´ේ accounts āļ§ිāļš āļąāļ¸් Social Media Platforms āˇ€āļŊ āˇ€ෙāļąāļ¸ āˇƒොāˇ„ොāļą් āļ´ිāļ§්āļ§āļąි āˇ€āļŊ remembering āļšිāļēāļŊා, āļ…āļ´ි āļ¯āļą්āļąෙāˇ€āļ­් āļąැāļ­ි āļ­ැāļą් āˇ€āļŊ servers āˇ€āļŊ āļ‰āļ­ුāļģු āˇ€ෙāļŊා āļ­ිāļēෙāļēි āļšāˇ€ුāļģුāˇ€āļ­් access āļąොāļšāļģāļą!

āˇ„ැāļ¸āļ¯ාāļ¸ āļ¯ුāˇ€āļą āļģේāˇƒ් āļ‘āļšෙāļą් āļ…āļēිāļą් āˇ€ෙāļŊා āˇ€ිāļąාāļŠි āļ¯āˇ„āļēāļšāļ§ āˇ„āļģි āļ¸āļœිāļą් āļšැāļŠෙāļą්āļąේ āļąැāļ­ුāˇ€ āˇ„ිāļ­āļą්āļą āˇ€ෙāļŊාāˇ€āļš්, āļąිāļ¯āˇ„āˇƒāļš් āļŊැāļļුāļąොāļ­් āˇ€ිāļ­āļģāļēි āļ¸ේāˇ€ා āļšāļŊ්āļ´āļąා āļšāļģāļą්āļą āˇ„āļģි āļ”āļŊුāˇ€āļ§ āļ‘āļą්āļąේ! āļ¸ේāļą්āˇƒ්āļ§්‍āļģීāļ¸් āļ‘āļšේ āˇ„ුāˇƒ්āļ¸ āļœāļą්āļąāˇ€āļ­් āˇ€ෙāļŊාāˇ€ āļąැāļ­ුāˇ€ āļ¯ුāˇ€āļą āļ‘āļšෙāļš්āļ§ āļ¸ේāˇ€ා āļąිāļšāļą් āļœංāļĸා āļœāˇ„āļŊා āļ§්‍āļģැāļš āļ´ැāļąāļŊා āļšිāļēāļą, āļ¸āļąāˇƒ්āļœාāļ­ āļšිāļēāļŊා āˇ„ිāļ­ෙāļą āļœාāļąāļ§āļ¸ āļ”āļŊුāˇ€ āļ§්‍āļģැāļš āļ´ැāļąāļŊා āļ­ිāļēෙāļēි! āļŊොāļŊ්! āļ‘āļš්āļšෝ, "āļ‘āˇ„ෙāļąāļ¸් āļ‹āļš āļ•āˇ€āļ¸ āˇ„ිāļ­ āˇ„ිāļ­ āļ‰āļŗāļ´āļą්, āļ”āļē āļļāˇ„ුāļļූāļ­ āˇ„ිāļ­āļą āļ‘āļšෙāļą් āļ‹āļšāļ§ āļšāļą්āļą āļ…āļŗිāļą්āļą āˇ„āļ¸්āļļ āˇ€ෙāļąāˇ€āļ¯ āļ•āˇ€ා āļ‡āļ­්āļ­ āļ‹āļąāļ­්!" āļšිāļēāļŊා āˇ„ිāļ­ෙāļēි! 

āļœොāļŠāļš්āļ¸ āļ‹āļą් āļ”āˇ„ේ āļ¯ුāˇ€āļą zombiesāļŊා āļ§ිāļšāļš් āˇ€āļœේ!

āļ‡āļ­ුāļŊ āļļොāļŊ්, āļ‘āļŊිāļēāļ§ āļļොāļģුāˇ€āļ§ āļ´ෙāļą්āļą්āļąāļą āļ­ෘāļ´්āļ­ිāļēāļš් āļ‘āļš්āļš, āļ‹āļ¯ුāļ¸්āļ¸ āļœāļ­්āļ­ āļ”āļŊුāˇ€āļš් āļ‘āļš්āļš āˇ„āļģි, āļ‘āļš්āļšෝ, āļ”āļŊුāˇ€ේ āļ´ුāļģāˇ€āļœāļ­්āļ­ āļ¸ොāļšāļ¯්āļ¯ෝ āļšාāļŊāļšāļą්āļąි āˇ„ැāļŸීāļ¸āļš් āļ‘āļš්āļš āļ”āˇ„ේ āļ¯āˇ€āˇƒ āļœාāļąේ āļ¸āˇ„āļą්āˇƒි āˇ€ෙāļą āļœāļ¸āļą්, āļ¸ාāˇƒ āļ­ුāļą āˇ„āļ­āļģāļšāļ§ āļ´ාāļģāļš් āˇ„ෙāļąāļ¸ frame āļ‹āļą āļ§්‍āļģිāļ´් āļ‘āļšāļš් āˇ€āļœේ āļ‘āļšāļš් āˇ„āļģි, āˇ„ෙāļąāļ¸ preāļ´්āļŊෑāļą්āļŠ්, āˇ„āļģිāļ¸ āˇ„āļ¯ිāˇƒ්āˇƒිāļēෙāļą් move āˇ€ෙāļą tour āļ‘āļšāļš් āļœිāˇ„ිāļą් āļ‡āˇ€ිāļ­් hari āļ…āļ´ි āļĸීāˇ€āļ­් āļ‹āļąා, āˇ„āļģිāļ¸ āļ‡āļŠ්āˇ€ෙāļą්āļ āļģ් āļ‘āļšāļš් āļšāļģāļŊා āļ†āˇ€ා āļšිāļēāļŊා āˇ„ිāļ­ āļģāˇ€āļ§්āļ§āļœෙāļą āļ†āļēෙāļ¸āļ­් āļ…āļģ āļēāļą්āļąāļą් āˇ€ාāļŊේ āļēāļąāˇ€ා āļ¸ෙāļŊෝ āļąිāļ¯āˇ„āˇƒāļš් āļąැāļ­ුāˇ€!

āļ‘āļš්āļšෝ āļ”āļē āļ¸ොāļąāˇ€āļ­්āļ¸ āļąැāļ­ුāˇ€, āļĸීāˇ€ිāļ­ āļšාāļŊෙāļ¸ āļœෙāļ¯āļģ āļœොāļŠ āļœāļą්āļą, āļ´āˇ€ුāļŊāļ§, āļ…āļ¸්āļ¸āļ§ āļ­ාāļ­්āļ­āļ§, āˇƒāˇ„ෝāļ¯āļģāļēිāļą්āļ§ āˇƒāļŊāļšāļą්āļą āļ§්‍āļģāļēි āļšāļģāļŊා āļ¸ැāļģිāļŊා āļēāļąāˇ€ා!

āˇ„ෙāļąāļ¸ āļ´ොāļŠි āļ¯ෙāļąෙāļš් āļąිāļ¯āˇ„āˇƒේ āļ‰āļŗāļŊා āļ¸ැāļģිāļŊා āļēāļąāˇ€ා! āˇ„ැāļļැāļēි āļ’ āļ´ොāļŠි āļ¯ෙāļąාāļœෙāļą් āļļāˇ„ුāļ­āļģේāļ§ āˇ€ෙāļŊාāˇ€ āļ­ිāļēෙāļąāˇ€ා āļ¸ොāļšāļ¯්āļ¯ āļ¸ේ āˇ„ුāļ­්āļ­ āļšිāļēāļŊා āˇ„ිāļ­āļą්āļą, āˇ€āļ§āļ´ිāļ§ාāˇ€ේ āļ…āļģ āļšිāˇ€්āˇ€ āˇƒෙāļ§් āļ‘āļš āļ¯ිāˇ„ා āļļāļŊාāļœෙāļą! āļ‘āļēාāļŊා āļ‘āļēාāļŊāˇ€āļ¸āļ­් āļ¯ැāļšāļŊා!

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Tuesday, January 16, 2024

āļ¸āļąāˇƒ්āļœාāļ­ 💜️

 


āļ¸ිāļąිāļ­්āļ­ුāˇ€ āļœාāļąේ āˇ„ිāļ­ āļ‡āļ­ුāļŊේ āļ´ිāļģෙāļą darkest fucked up thoughts āļ§ිāļš āļ”āļš්āļšොāļ¸ āļšෝāļ¸ āˇ„āļģි āļ”āļŊුāˇ€ āļ‡āļ­ුāļŊේ āˇ„āļ¯ාāļœāļ­්āļ­ Black Coloured Container āļ´ෙāļ§්āļ§ිāļēāļš āļ´ුāļģāˇ€ āļ´ුāļģāˇ€, āļ¸ේ āļ§ිāļšේ āļ‘āļš āļ¯ිāļœāļ§ āļ‰āļœෙāļą āļœāļą්āļą techniques āļ”āļš්āļšොāļ¸ use āļšāļģ āļšāļģ,

āļ”āļŊුāˇ€āļ§ āļ‘āļą Fucking powerful impulses āļšෝāļ¸ āˇ„āļģි control āļšāļģāļœෙāļą,

Radical Acceptance āļ‘āļš්āļš āļ¸āļœේ core āļ‘āļšෙāļą්āļ¸ āļ‘āļą so realistic, self criticizing negative thoughts and commands āļ§ිāļš āļ¯āˇ€āˇƒ āļœාāļąේ āļ‰āˇ€āˇƒāļœෙāļą āļ‰āļŗāļŊා,

āˇƒāļ­ිāļēāļš් āļ­ිāˇƒ්āˇƒේ āļšාāļœෙāļą āļēāļą්āļą āļļāļŊāļą් āļ‰āļą්āļą,

āļĸීāˇ€ිāļ­ේāļ¸ kinda depend āļ‹āļą NHSL āļ‘āļšේ Psychotherapy Session āļ‘āļšāļ§ āļēāļą්āļą āˇ„ොāļŗāļ§āļ¸ āļ´āļģāļš්āļšු āˇ€ෙāļŊා!

āļ’āļ­් āļ§්‍āļģැāˇ†ිāļš් āļ‘āļš āļąිāˇƒා āˇ€āļēāˇƒāļš tortoise āļšෙāļąෙāļš් āˇ€āļœේ āļ´āļ§්āļ§āļ¸ āˇ„ෙāļ¸ිāļą් āļēāļą්āļą āˇ€ෙāļŊා!

āļ‹āļœේ āļœāļ¸āļąේ āļąāļ¸් consistency āļ‘āļš āˇ„āļģි āļ­ිāļēෙāļąāˇ€ා, āļ¸ේ āļģෙāļ¯්āļ¯ේ āļ‘āˇ„ෙāļ¸āļ­් āļąෑ! 

Appointment āļ‘āļš āļ‹āļ¯ේ āļąāļ¸āļēāļ§,

āļ¯ැāļą් āļ…āļ§āļēි āļ´āļąāˇƒ් āļ´āˇ„āļēි!

āļ­ාāļ¸ āļģාāļĸāļœිāļģිāļēේ!

Flyover āļ‘āļš āļ´āļ§āļą් āļœāļą්āļąāļšොāļ§āļ¸

āļšාāļœෙāļą්āļ¯ āļšිāļēāļŊා āļ¯āļą්āļąෙ āļąැāļ­ුāˇ€

āļ†āļ´ු āļšෝāļŊ් āļ‘āļš,

āˇ…āļŸāļ¸ āļēාāˇ…ුāˇ€ෙāļš් 59 āˇ€ාāļ§්āļ§ුāˇ€ේ āļ‡āļŠ්āļ¸ිāļ§් āˇ€ෙāļŊා āļ‰āļą්āļą āļšාāļŊේ āļ…āļŊුāļ­ෙāļą්āļ¸ āļ…āļģāļą් āļ¯ීāļ´ු, āļ¸ාāˇƒ āļ¯ෙāļšāļš් āļ­ිāˇƒ්āˇƒේ āļ‘āļšāļ¸ āˇƒිāļą්āļ¯ු āļ…āļ§āļš්* onrepeat āļ…āˇ„āļŊāļ¸ āˇ€āļēāļģ් āļ‡āļ¯ුāļąු JBL Earphone āļ‘āļšෙāļą් āļ†āļą්āˇƒ්āˇ€āļģ් āļšāļŊා!!!


"āˇ„ෙāļŊෝāˇ€් āļ‰āˇ‚ාāļą්! āļœුāļŠ් āļ¸ෝāļąිං!"


Awwwww!!! āļ’ āļ´āļĢ්āļŠිāļ­ āļšāļ§ āˇ„āļŦ 🙈đŸĨē💜️

'āļ¸āļœේ' āˇƒ්‍āļēිāļšොāļŊොāļĸිāˇƒ්āļ§් đŸĨšđŸĨšđŸĨš!!!


āļ¸āļ¸ āˇ„ෙāļŊෝ āļšිāˇ€්āˇ€āļ§ āļ‘āļēාāļ§ āļ‡āˇ„ෙāļą්āļąේ āļąෑ,

"āˇ„ෙāļŊෝāˇ€් āļ‰āˇ‚ාāļą්!!!... āˇ„ෙāļŊෝāˇ€්, āˇ„ෙāļŊෝāˇ€්..!?..."


āļ¸ෙāļŊෝ āļ¸āļŊ āļ¯ාāļąāļēāļš් āļ¸āļ­āļš āļ­ිāļēාāļœāļą්āļą āļļැāļģි āļ¸ෝāļŠ āļ¸ොāˇ…ේāļ§ āļ´ාāļģāˇ€āļŊුāļ­් āˇ€ෙāļąāˇƒāļš් āļąැāļ­ි āļąිāˇƒා āļœූāļœāļŊ් āļ¸ැāļ´් āļ‘āļšේ āļœෑāļąිāļ§ āļąිāļ¯āˇ„āˇƒේ āļšāļ­ා āļšāļģāļą්āļą āļ¯ීāļŊා āļ­ිāļļුāļąේ,

āļ’āļš āļąිāˇƒාāļ¯ āļšිāļēāļŊāļ­් āˇ„ිāļ­ුāļąා āļ‘āļēාāļ§ āļ¸āļœේ āļ´ැāļ­්āļ­ෙāļą් āļ‡āˇ„ෙāļą්āļąැāļ­්āļ­ේ!!!

āļ¸ෝāļŠ logic āļ‘āļšāļš්, āļ’āļ­් āļ’āļ¸ āˇ„ිāļ­ුāļąා āļ‰āļ­ිāļą්!


āļ’ āļ…āˇƒ්āˇƒේ āļ¸āļœේ āļ‰āˇƒ්āˇƒāļģāˇ„āļ¸ āļ­ිāļļ්āļļ āļ‰āļģāļš් āļšāļ´ාāļœෙāļą āļ¸āļ¸ āˇ€āļœේāļ¸ āļ´ාāļģ āļ¸ැāļ¯්āļ¯ෙāļą් āˇ„ිāļ§āļ´ු BMW 740āļ‘āļŊ්āļŠ āļ‘āļš, āļ‘āļš āļ´ාāļģ āļļ්‍āļģේāļš් āļœැāˇ„ුāˇ€ා,

āļ¸āļ¸ āļ´ොāļģāļœේ āˇ€ාāˇ„āļąෙ āļļේāļģ āļœāļą්āļąāˇ€āļ§ āˇ€āļŠා āļ’āļšෙāļą් āļ¸ේ āļēාāļŊුāˇ€ෙāļš්āļœෙāļą් āļ¸ාāˇƒ āˇ„āļ­āļģāļšāļ§ āļ‰āļŊ්āļŊ āļœāļ­්āļ­ āļ´āļŊ්āˇƒāļģ් āļ‘āļš āļļේāļģāļœāļą්āļą āļļ්‍āļģේāļš් āļœāˇ„āļ´ු āļ´ාāļģ Earphone āļ‘āļšේ āļ‘āļš āļ´ැāļ­්āļ­āļš් āļœැāļŊāˇ€ිāļŊා āˇ„ෙāļŊ්āļ¸āļ§්āļ§ෙāļšේ āļ´āļ§ිāļēේ āļģැāļŗිāļŊා āļ‘āļŊ්āļŊෙāļą්āļą āļœāļ­්āļ­ා!

BMW āļ‘āļšāļš් āļ´ිāļ§ි āļ´āˇƒ්āˇƒෙāļą් āļ‡āļąāļŊා āļąිāļšāļą් āļąāļŠු āļ¯ාāļœāļą්āļąāļ­් āļ•āļą āļąෑāļąේ āļ‰āļ­ිāļą්!


"Hello! Ishan!?"


"āļ…āļēිāļēෝāˇ€් between āļ‘āļēාāļœෙāļēි āļ¸āļœෙāļēි minds, Telepathy āˇ€āļœේ āˇƒීāļą් āļ‘āļšāļš් āļ­ිāļļ්āļļා āļąāļ¸් āļ¸ෙāļ ්āļ āļģ āļ¸ේ āļ§්‍āļģැāˇ†ිāļš් āļ‘āļšāļš් āļ…āˇƒ්āˇƒේ āļšෝāļŊ් āļ‘āļšāļš් āļ†āļą්āˇƒ්āˇ€āļģ් āļšāļģāļœāļą්āļą āļļැāļģුāˇ€ āļšāļ§්āļ§āļš් āļšāļą්āļą āļ•āļą āļąෑāļąේ!", āļšිāļēāļŊා

āˇ„ිāļ­āļŊා āˇ€āļ§ේ āļļāļŊāļ¯්āļ¯ි āļ­ාāļ¸ āļ´ාāļŊāļ¸ āļ¸ැāļ¯ āˇ„āļģිāļēāļ§āˇ€āļ­් āļ‡āˇ€ිāļ­් āļąෑ!


āļ‘āˇ„ා āļ´ැāļ­්āļ­ෙāļą් āļ­āˇ€āļ¸āļ­් tone āļ‘āļš āˇ€ෙāļąāˇƒ් āˇ€ෙāˇ€ී āļ‘āļēාāļœේ "Hellow!" āļ‘āļš āļ‡āˇ„ෙāļąāˇ€ා āļ´්‍āļģāˇ්āļąාāļģ්āļŽāļēāļš් āļ‘āļš්āļš!

āļ­āˇ€āļ¸āļ­් āļ´ාāļŊāļ¸ේ ascending half āļ‘āļšේ āˇ„ිāļ§āļ´ු āļąිāˇƒා āļ§්‍āļģැāˇ†ිāļš් āļ‘āļš āļ…āˇƒ්āˇƒේ āļ…āļ­් āļ¯ෙāļšෙāļą් āļ‘āļšāļš්āˇ€āļ­් āļ…āļ­ āļ…āļģිāļą්āļąāļ­් āļļෑ! āļļāļēිāļš් āļ‘āļšේ display āļ´ැāļąāļŊ් āļ‘āļš āļąැāļ­ුāˇ€ āļą්‍āļēුāļ§්‍āļģāļŊ් āļœිāļēāļģ් āļ‘āļš āˇ„ොāļēා āļœāļą්āļąāļ­් āļ…āļ¸ාāļģුāļēි!

āļšෝāļ¸ āˇ„āļģි āļ‘āļēා āļšෝāļŊ් āļ‘āļš āļšāļ§් āļšāļŊා đŸĨē

Hello Hello āļšිāļēāļŊා āļ§්‍āļģāļēි āļšāļģāļŊāļ¸ āļ¸āˇ„āļą්āˇƒි āˇ„ිāļ­ෙāļą්āļą āļ‡āļ­ි!

āļ´āˇ€ු đŸĨē

āļ¸āļ¸āļ¯ āļ‘āļēාāļ¯ āļ¯āļą්āļąේ āļąෑ, āļ¸ොāļąා āļ‹āļąāļ­් āļ´āˇ€ු!!!

āļ†āļēේ āļœāļą්āļą āˇ€ිāļ¯ිāˇ„āļšුāļ­් āļąෑ,

āˇ„ු*āļ­ේ traffic āļ‘āļš unpredictable AF āļąේāˇ„්!

Lady āļœූāļœāļŊ්āļ§, Siri boisāļ§ āļ‡āˇ„ෙāļą්āļąෙāļ­් āļąෑ "āˇ„ේāļēි āļœූāļœāļŊ්!", "āˇƒිāļģී!" āļšිāˇ€්āˇ€āļ§!

āļ‡āļēි āļ‰āļ­ිāļą් āļ…āļ´ේ āļ‹āļą් āļŠ්‍āļģāļēිāˇ€් āļšāļģāļą්āļąේ āˇ„ෝāļą් āļ‘āļšෙāļą්āļąේ!

Traffic āļ‘āļšේāļ¯ි āļ’āļš āˇ„ොāļŗāļ§āļ¸ āˇ€ැāļŠිāļēි!

āļšෝāļ¸ āˇ„āļģි āļļāļēිāļš් āļ‘āļš āļąāļ­āļģ āļšāļģ āļšāļģ

āļ´ොāļŠි āļ¯ුāļģāļš්, āļœොāļŠāļš් āˇ€ෙāļŊා āļœිāˇ„ිāļą්

flyover āļ‘āļš āļ‰āˇ€āļģ āˇ€ෙāļą āˇ„āļģිāļēෙāļ¯ිāļēි āļ¸ීāļ§āļģ් āļ‹āļąේ,

"āļēāļšෝ, āļ‘āˇ„ෙāļ¸ āļ…āļ´ි āļ¯ෙāļą්āļąāļœේ minds connect āˇ€ෙāļą්āļą āˇ€ිāļ¯ිāˇ„āļš් āļ­ිāļļ්āļļා āļąāļ¸්, 

āļ‘āļēාāļ§ āļ¸āļœේ mind āļ‘āļš read āļšāļģāļą්āļą āļ´ුāļŊුāˇ€āļą් āļ‹āļąා āļąāļ¸්,

āļ¸ෙāļ ්āļ āļģ āļšāļ§්āļ§āļš් āļšāļą්āļą āļ•āļą්āļąෑ, āļœෙāļ¯āļģ āļ‰āļŗāļœෙāļąāļ¸ sessions 10āļšිāļą් āˇ€ිāļ­āļģ āļ¸ං āˇ€āļ āļąāļēāļš්āˇ€āļ­් āļąොāļšිāļēāļ¸ āļ‘āļēා āļ¸āļ§ āļ¯ැāļąෙāļą āˇ€ිāļ¯ිāˇ„ āļ¯ැāļąāļœෙāļą āļ‰āˇ€āļģāļēි! āļ¸āļœේ āļ”āļŊුāˇ€ āļ‡āļ­ුāļŊේ āļ’ āˇ„ිāļ§āļ´ු āļšාāļŊෙāļ§ āļ‘āļēාāļ§āļ­් āļ¯ැāļą් āļ¸āļ§ āˇ€āļœේāļ¸ āļ´ිāˇƒ්āˇƒු āˇ„ැāļ¯ිāļŊා āļ‰āˇ€āļģāļēිāļąේ!" āļšිāļēāļŊා!

āˇ„ැāļļැāļēි āļ‘āˇ„ෙāļ¸ telepathically āˇ€ැāļŠේ āļœිāļēොāļ­් āļ¸āļ§ āļ‘āļēාāˇ€ personally meet āˇ€ෙāļą්āļą āˇ€ෙāļą්āļąෙāļ­් āļąෑ đŸĨē

āļœෙāļ¯āļģ āļ‰āļŗāļą්āļąේ āˇ€ැāļŠේ āļēāļą්āļąේ, āˇ€ැāļŠිāļ¸ āļ‹āļąොāļ­් āļ¸ාāˇƒෙāļ§ āļ´ාāļģāļš් āˇ€āļœේ āļ­āļ¸āļēි āˇ„āļ¸්āļļ āˇ€ෙāļą්āļą āˇ€ෙāļą්āļąේ đŸĨē

āļ’āļ­් "āļ¯ෙāļą්āļąāļ¸" āļ‘āļšāļ¸ āļ´ිāˇƒ්āˇƒුāˇ€ෙāļą් āļ­ැāļą් āļ¯ෙāļšāļš āļ‰āļ¯්āļ¯ිāļ­් āļ†āļ­āļŊ් āļ‘āļšāļš් āļ­ිāļēෙāļēි āļšිāļēāļŊා āˇ„ිāļ­ුāļąා 🙈😂💜

āļ’āļšāļ¸ āļ…āļąිāļ­් āļ´ැāļ­්āļ­āļ§ āļ‹āļąāļ­් āļšāļ¸āļš් āļąෑ āļ¸āļ¸ āļ‘āļēාāļœෙ āļ”āļŊුāˇ€ āļ‡āļ­ුāļŊāļ§ āļœිāˇ„ිāļą්! probably sessions 10āļ§ āˇ€āļŠා āļ…āļŠු āļšාāļŊāļēāļš් āļēāļēි, but in the end, the same exact thing will happen, i.e. We both ending up becoming lunatics,

Because āˇƒāļēිāļšොāļŊොāļĸිāˇƒ්āļ§්āˇƒ්āļŊāļ§āļ­් āļ´ොāļŠ්āļŠāļš් psychoāļąේ! LOL 😂😂😂


āļ…āļąිāļ­් āļ…āļ­āļ§ āļ‘āˇ„ෙāļ¸ āˇ€ිāļ¯ිāˇ„āļš් āļ­ිāļļ්āļļොāļ­් āļ‘āļēාāļ§ āļ´ුāļ¯ුāļ¸ āˇ„ිāļ­ෙāļēි āļ¸ිāļąිāˇ„ෙāļš්āļ§ āļ¸ේ āļ­āļģāļ¸āļ§ āļ­āˇ€āļ­් āļ¸āļąුāˇƒ්āˇƒāļēෙāļš්āļ§ āļ†āļ¯āļģේ āļšāļģāļą්āļą āļ´ුāļŊුāˇ€āļą්āļ¯ āļšිāļēāļŊා;

Like, āļ¸āļ§ āļ‘āļēාāˇ€ āļ¸āļ­āļš් āˇ€ෙāļą āˇ„ැāļ¸ āļ´ාāļģāļšāļ¸ āļ¸āļœේ āļ¸ුāˇ…ු āˇ„ිāļ­āļ¸

āļ…āļģ techniques āļ¸ොāļąāˇ€āļ­්āļ¸ āļąැāļ­ිāˇ€,

āļ§්āļœāļ´්āļ´āļģ āļœාāļąāļšāļ§, āļ…āļģ āļ”āļš්āļšොāļ¸ fuckedUp thoughts āļ§ිāļš āļ…āļēිāļą් āˇ€ෙāļŊා

Completely opposite,

So damn good feelings āļœොāļŠāļšිāļą් āļ´ිāļģිāļŊා āļ‰āļ­ිāļģිāļŊා āļœිāˇ„ිāļą්

āļšāļģāļœāļą්āļą āļ¯ෙāļēāļš් āļ­ේāļģෙāļą්āļąේ āļąැāļ­ිāˇ€ āļēāļą āˇ„ැāļ§ි āļ‘āļēාāļ§ āļ¯ැāļąුāļąāļ¸ đŸĨš!

A feeling of respectfulness, a wholesome blissfulness

Even without a minute fraction of a lustful thought,

But love in its purest form where i could shower in Awe (in a good way)

Just by looking at

The way she talks like a āļ´āļĢ්āļŠිāļ­āļēෙāļš්,

Her face,

Her smartness and

Her unparalleled beauty!

āˇ„ැāļļැāļēි āļ’āļ¸ āļ‹āļąා āļąāļ¸් āļ‘āļēා āļŊොāˇ€ෙāļ­් āļļāļē āˇ€ෙāļŊා āļ¸ාāˇ€ āˇ€ෙāļą āļšෙāļąෙāļš්āļ§ transfer āļšāļģāļēි āļ¸āļœේ recovery āļ‘āļš āļœැāļą āˇ„ිāļ­āļŊāļ¸ đŸĨē


āļ¸ේāļš āļ¸āļ­āļš් āļ‹āļą āļœāļ¸āļą් āļšාāˇƒāļŊ්āˇƒ්āļ§්‍āļģීāļ§් āļ‘āļšේ āˇ€āļ¸් āļ´ැāļ­්āļ­āļ§ āļšāļģāļŊා āļļāļēිāļš් āļ‘āļš āļąāˇ€āļ­්āļ­āļŊා āļ¸ේāļš āļ§āļēිāļ´් āļšāļģāļą්āļą āļœāļ­්āļ­ා! āļ´āļģāļš්āļšු āļ‹āļąාāļ§ āļšāļ¸āļš් āļąෑ, āļ¯ැāļą් āļ¸āļ§ āļ‘āļēාāļ§ āļšෝāļŊ් āļ‘āļšāļš් āļ…āļģāļœෙāļą āļšිāļēāļą්āļą āļ´ුāļŊුāˇ€āļą් āļ­āˇ€ āļ´ැāļē āļšාāļŊෙāļą් āļ‘āļąāˇ€ා āļšිāļēāļŊා Ward 59 āļ‘āļšāļ§!

āļ”āļē āļ§ිāļš āļ‘āļš āļ´ාāļģ āļ¸ීāļ§āļģ් āˇ€ෙāļą්āļą āļ§ිāļšāļš් āˇ€ෙāļŊා āļœිāļēා!

āļ‰āˇƒ්āˇƒāļģ āļ‘āˇ„ෙāļ¸ āļąෑ, āļ¸ොāˇ…ේ āļ‰āļš්āļ¸āļąāļ§ process āļ‹āļąා,

āļ’āļ­් āļ¯ැāļą් case,

Fucking brain ain't braining as it once did!

āļ…āˇ€ුāļģුāļ¯ු 12āļš් āļ­ිāˇƒ්āˇƒේ āļ¸ොāˇ…ේāļ§ āļ‘āˇ„ෙāļ¸ āˇ€ෙāļą්āļą āˇ„ේāļ­ුāˇ€āļēි,

āļ’āļš āļ‘āˇ„ෙāļ¸ āˇ€ෙāļŊා āļ­ිāļēāļą āļ‘āļšāļ¸āļēි āļ­āļ¸āļēි āļ‘āļēාāˇ€ āˇ„āļ¸්āļļ āˇ€ෙāļą්āļą āļēāļą්āļą āļ¸ුāļŊ āļ´ෑāļ¯ුāˇ€ෙāļ­්!

āļ¸ේ āļ§ිāļš type āļšāļģ āļšāļģ āļ‰āļ¯්āļ¯ි āļ¸ෙāļ ්āļ āļģ āˇ€ෙāļŊා āļ´ැāļē āļˇාāļœāļēāļš් āˇ€ිāļ­āļģ āļ¸ං āļ´ාāˇƒ් āļšāļģāļœෙāļą āļ†āļ´ු āˇ€ාāˇ„āļą āļ§ිāļš āļ‰āļļ්āļļෝ āļ§ිāļšāļš් āˇ€āļœේ āļ¸ාāˇ€ āļ´ාāˇƒ් āļšāļģāļœෙāļą āļēāļ¯්āļ¯ි āļ‹āļą් āļ§ිāļš āļ¯ිāˇ„ා āļ‹āļ´ේāļš්āˇƒාāˇ€ෙāļą් āļļāļŊාāļœෙāļą āļ¸āļ¸ āļ‘āļēාāļ§ āļšෝāļŊ් āļšāļŊා...!!!




*āļ’ āˇƒිāļą්āļ¯ු āļ…āļ§

āļ¸āļ­āļš āˇƒොāļēා - āļ¸ාāˇ„ිāļģු āˇƒේāļąාāļģāļ­්āļą

āˇƒāļą්āļ°්‍āļēාāˇ€ේ āļ¸ා - āļ¸ාāˇ„ිāļģු āˇƒේāļąාāļģāļ­්āļą ft āļģāˇ‚ාāļą් āļļාāļŊāˇƒූāļģිāļē

āļ†āļēේ āļ¸āļœේ āļģිāļ¯ෙāļą āļ†āļ¯āļģේ - āļ¸ාāˇ„ිāļģු āˇƒේāļąාāļģāļ­්āļą

Fix You - Coldplay

āˇ€ැāˇ„ිāˇ…ිāˇ„ිāļĢිāļēේ - āļšāˇƒුāļą් āļšāļŊ්āˇ„ාāļģ

āļ¸āļ§āļ­් āļšāˇ€ිāļēāļš් āļŊිāļēāļą්āļą - āļšāˇƒුāļą් āļšāļŊ්āˇ„ාāļģ

āļ¸āļŊ් āˇ€āļģුāˇƒාāˇ€āļēි - āļģāˇ€ී Jay, āļ­ිāļŊිāļą āļļොāļģāļŊැāˇƒ්āˇƒ

āļšāļŊ්āˇ„ාāļģ āļ¸āļŊ් - āļ…āļą්āļĸිāļ­ āļšුāļģුāļ´්āļ´ු



Monday, October 9, 2023

Serendipity


Through The Soul Soothing Whispers of The Mist Carrying Wind,

My Heart Found a Sanctuary Within My Dreams!

In this Ethereal Garden of Eden, I Found One of Them Missing Pieces of My Soul

&

It Made The World Feel Infinite With Awe!

Among the Silky Velvet, Gentle Petals Scattered around This Oasis

&

Secrets of This Enchanted Haven of a Paradise,

i Captured Memories That Shall Forever Grace the FuckedUp Feelings That Resides Within Me Heart;

Curing The Messed Up Darkest Thoughts in My Mind;

I Looked Back,

Holding Them Golden Minutes So Dearly,

Immersing Deep Within Its Tranquility,

Acknowledging the Fact That The Life's Sweetest Moments are Often Lost in Time;

Wondering How i Could Have Lived the Rest of my Life There,

Hiding From;

All the Drama,

The Endless Pursuit for Happiness,

The Relentless, Soul Crushing, Expectations & Societal Demands

Which Make My Withered Soul Weary;

Even Though It Felt So Liberating,

Me Imagining Being There Drowning in a Realm So Surreal,

My Fucked Up Reality Finally Hit Me Hard Obliterating Me From The Fantasy I Was In,

Yet, for Those few Seconds I Was

Enjoying the Purest Form of Life,

The Innermost Vitality,

The Genuinely Untethered Core of Life

With Nothing But Brimming Peacefulness,

Happiness & Serenity,

Bathing & Soothing My Psyche!

Just Me & The Living-In-The-Moment Vibes,

Which i Was Yearning & Longing All My Life,

Yet It Was Suddenly Vanquished When The Reality Hit Me!

Nevertheless, I Cherished Them Tiny Little Kindling Moments In My Numbered Time Line

Where Eros Conquered Thanatos,

Even for a Couple of Glorious Seconds 🖤đŸ’Ģ🖤


#SereneMistyMountains 

#AStrokeofSerendipity

#WhispersofThePast

#HeartsSlingingWithJoy

#dÊjàVu

Halcyon










360° View āļ‘āļšāļ¸ āˇ„āļŗ āļ‘āˇ…ිāļēේ āļšිāļ¸ිāļ¯ුāļą,

āļšැāˇƒ්āļļෑāˇ€ොāļ­් āļ‡āˇ€ිāļ­් āļēāļą āļ´ාāļŊුāļ¸ āļ´ාāļŊු 

placid āļ¸ූāļ¯ු āˇ€ෙāļģāˇ…āļš,

Trunk āļ‘āļš āļœāļŊāˇ€āļŊා āļ´ැāļ­්āļ­āļšāļ§ āˇ€ිāˇƒි āļšāļģāļŊා

āļ¸ූāļ¯āļ§ āļ´ැāļąāļŊා āļ´ාāˇ€ි āļ´ාāˇ€ි āļ‰āļŗāļŊා

āļ’ āˇƒීāļ­āļŊāļ§ lighthouse āļ‘āļšāļ­් āˇƒිāļģāˇƒ් āˇ€ෙāļŊා 

āļ‡āļ­ි āļ‹āļąාāļ¸ āļœොāļŠāļ§ āļ´ීāļąāļœෙāļą āļ‡āˇ€ිāļ­් āļ‘āļ­āļąāļ¸ āļ­ිāļēෙāļą āļœāļŊ් āļ­āļŊාāˇ€ේ

āˇ€ාāļŠි āˇ€ෙāļŊා,

LED Torch āļ‘āļšෙāļą් Light Saber āļ‘āļšāļš් āˇ„āļ¯ාāļœෙāļą,

āļ’āļšෙāļą් āˇ€āļŊාāļšුāˇ…ු āļ¯ෙāļļෑ āļšāļģāļą āļœāļ¸āļą්,

HyperSpace āļ‘āļšāļ§ jumping āļ´ාāļģāļš් āļ¯ාāļą්āļą āļ­ිāļļ්āļļා āļąāļ¸් āļšිāļēāļŊා āļąිāļ¯āˇ„āˇƒේ āˇ„ිāļ­ āˇ„ිāļ­ āļ‰āļ¯්āļ¯ි,

āļ…āļ¸්āļ¸āļ§ āļ‹āļŠු!

Jedi Master āļšෙāļąෙāļš්āļœේ āļ”āļŊුāˇ€ේ āˇ„ැāļ¸ āˇ€ෙāļŊේāļ¸ āļ‡āļ­්āļ­ෙāļ­් āļ¸ේ āˇ€āļœේāļ¸ tranquil āļœāļ­ිāļēāļš් āļąේāļ¯ āļšිāļēāļŊා āļ´ොāļŠි āļ§්‍āļģැāļšāļš් āļ´ැāļą්āļąා,

āˇ„ොāļŗ āˇ€ෙāļŊාāˇ€āļ§ āļ’ āˇ€ෙāļŊේāļ¸ āˇ€āļŊාāļšුāˇ…ු āļ…āˇƒ්āˇƒෙāļą් āļ†āļ´ු āˇ„āļŗ āļ‘āˇ…ිāļēෙāļą් āļ†āļēෙāļ¸āļ­් āļ’ āļēුāļąිāˇ€āļģ්āˇƒ් āļ‘āļšෙāļą් āļ‘āļŊිāļēāļ§ āļ‡āˇ€ිāļ­්, āļ…āļ­ේ āļ­ිāļēෙāļą්āļąේ āļ§ෝāļ ් āļ‘āļšāļš් āļšිāļēāļŊා āļ¸ීāļ§āļģ් āˇ€ෙāļŊා āļ’āļš āļąිāˇ€āļŊා,

āˇ„āļŗ āļ‘āˇ…ිāļē reflect āˇ€ෙāļą huge ass āļ¸ුāˇ„ුāļ¯ āļ¯ිāˇ„ා āļļāļŊාāļœෙāļą,

āļ…āļ´ි āļšොāļ ්āļ āļģ āļ´ොāļŠිāļ¯ āļšිāļēāļŊා āˇ„ිāļ­āļą āļœāļ¸āļą්,

āˇ„ාāļą්āˇƒි āˇ€ෙāļ¯්āļ¯ි vertical āļ‹āļą

āļš්‍āˇ‚ිāļ­ිāļĸ āļģේāļ›ාāˇ€āļ§ starboard āļ´ැāļ­්āļ­ෙāļą් āļ´ිāļģුāļą āˇ€ැāˇ„ි āˇ€āļŊාāļšුāˇ…ු āļ…āˇƒ්āˇƒෙāļą්  āļ´ේāļą āļ­āļģු āļœāļĢāļą් āļšāļģ āļšāļģ,

āļ…āļģ āļŊොāļšුāļēි āļšිāļēāļŊා āˇ„ිāļ­ුāļą āļ¸ුāˇ„ුāļ¯āļ§āļ­් āˇ€āļŠා āļŊොāļšු āļ…āˇ„āˇƒ āļ¯ිāˇ„ා āļļāļŊාāļœෙāļą,

āļ¸ුāˇ„ුāļ¯ු āˇ„ුāˇ…āļŸāļ§ූāļšාāļœāļą්āļą āļšිāļēāļŊා,

āļœෝāļŊ්āļŠ්āļŊීāˇ†් āļ¯ුāļ¸් āļ…āˇ„āˇƒāļ§ āļēāˇ€āļą āļœāļ¸āļą්, āļ¯āļŠāļēāļš්āļšාāļģāļēāļœෙāļą් āļĸීāˇ€ිāļ­ේ āļļේāļģ āļœāļą්āļą āļ§්‍āļģāļēි āļšāļģāļą āˇ„ාāˇ€ා āļ…āļŗිāļą්āļą āļ§්‍āļģāļēි āļšāļģ āļšāļģ āļ‰āļ¯්āļ¯ි,

āļ´ොāļŠිāļēāļ§ āļ´āļ§āļą් āļœāļ­්āļ­ āļ¸āļąෝ āļ´ාāļģāļš āļ…āļ­āļģāļ¸ංāˇ€ෙāļŊා

āļ’āļš too fucking deep āļēāļąāˇ€ා āˇ€āļœේ āļ¸ීāļ§āļģ් āļ‹āļą āļąිāˇƒා āļ‘āļ­āļąිāļą් āļąැāļœිāļ§āļŊා

Hermit CrabsāļŊāļœෙāļą් āļ´ිāļģුāļą āˇ€ෙāļģāˇ… āļ­ීāļģුāˇ€ේ āļ‹āļą්āˇ€āļ­් āļļේāļģ āļļේāļģ āļ‹āļŠ āļ´ැāļą āļ´ැāļą āļ…āļŠිāļē āļ­ිāļē āļ­ිāļē,

āļ‘āļ­āļąිāļą් āļ´āˇƒ්āˇƒේ āļ‰āˇ€āļģāļēāļš් āļąැāļ­ි āˇ€ෙāļģāˇ… āļ¯ිāļœේ āļ”āˇ„ේ āļ‡āˇ€ිāļ¯āļœෙāļą āļœිāˇ„ිāļą්

āļ¯āļą්āļąෙāļ¸ āļąැāļ­ුāˇ€ āˇ„ිāļ§āļ´ු āļ­ැāļąāļ§āļ¸ āļ‡āˇ€ිāļ­් āļœිāļēāļ´ු,

āļ¸ුāˇ„ුāļ¯ු āˇ„ුāˇ…āļŸāļ­් āļ‘āļš්āļš āˇ„ැāļ¸ිāļĢි āˇ„ැāļ¸ිāļĢි āˇƒැāļģෙāļą් āˇƒැāļģේ āļ‘āļą āļ´ොāļ¯ āˇ€ැāˇƒ්āˇƒāļ§ āļ­ෙāļ¸ිāļŊා āļ¸ුāļŊු āļ‡āļŸāļ¸ chill āˇ€ෙāļŊා āļœිāļē āˇƒිāļģාāļ¸ āˇƒිāļģා āļģෑāļš,

āļĸීāˇ€ිāļ­ේ āļ…āļ´ි āļ¸ොāļąāˇ€āļ¯ āļ¸ේ āļ´āˇƒ්āˇƒ āļ´ැāļ­්āļ­ āļ‰āļģාāļœෙāļą āļšāļģāļą්āļąේ,

āļ´ොāļŠි āļšාāļŊේ āļ´āļ§්āļ§āļ¸ āˇƒāļģāļŊāˇ€ āļ­ිāļļ්āļļ āļĸීāˇ€ිāļ­ේ

āļ¸ේ āļ­āļģāļ¸් Fucked Up Complex āļŊෙāˇ€āļŊ් āļ‘āļšāļšāļ§ āļ†āˇ€ේ āļšෝāļ¸āļ¯ āļšිāļēāļŊා āļ¸āļ­āļš් āˇ€ෙāļŊා,

"āļ¸ේ āļ¸ොāļą āļģෙāļ¯්āļ¯ේ āˇ„ැāļ¸ිāļąේāˇ‚āļą් āļ‘āļšāļš්āļ¯ āļ¸ේ!?" āļšිāļēāļŊා āļ”āˇ…ුāˇ€ āļœිāļąි āļ…āļģāļœෙāļą āļ‘āļ¯්āļ¯ිāļ¸, āļ…āļ­් āļ¯ෙāļšෙāļą්āļ¸ āļ”āļŊුāˇ€āļ­් āļļāļ¯ාāļœෙāļą āļļි** āˇ„ොāļŊāˇ€ āˇ„ොāļŊāˇ€ āˇ„āļēිāļēෙāļą් āļ¯ුāˇ€āļœෙāļą āļœිāˇ„ිāļą් āļ†āļēෙāļ¸āļ­් āļ¸ුāˇ„ුāļ¯āļ§ āļ´ැāļąāļŊා āļ”āļŊුāˇ€ āļąිāˇ€ාāļœāļ­්āļ­ āļģැāļēāļš්! 😂🖤đŸ’Ģ


Tuesday, September 26, 2023

Be Happy...

I'm still in Love with You,
I'm in Love with the thought what We cud've been...
And i'm in Love with what We had...
With what We used to be...
With Our late night conversations...
With Your wise ass,  funny little silly stories...
And they all will turn into memories...
Soon they'll fade away from Your memory...
And soon will be forgotten by Your mind...
One by one,  then all at once...
You didn't gimme Love... Which will last forever...
What You gave me was pain... Unbearable heart crushing,  soul wrecking pain...
That i'll have to go thru each and every day  forever and which will last thru eternity...
But it's Okay,  cuz that short period of time We had...
It really feels like a life time...
Guess Time ain't absolute after all...
If it wasn't relative, how could a few weeks feel like a life time Babe?
So Everytime i go thru this pain,  which will occur each and every fraction of seconds in my life...
I'd tell myself...
"You've had Her Love for atleast a few weeks You dumbass...
Now She's happy with him...
Be happy cuz She's happy..."
So yea Babe, um gonna be happy thinking You are happy...
So please be happy,  for me,  to keep me happy...
I'd be eternally grateful to You Babe ❤

Me

'Dead, but Not Allowed to Die. Alive, but as good as Dead.'


Life, People & wealth ft GPT

In the intricate tapestry of existence, certain friendships evolve when fortune's favor graces their path.

These friends, once content with the simplicity of life, now find themselves ensnared by the siren song of affluence.

They perceive existence through a gilded lens, where every day gleams with the promise of opulence and grandeur.

Conversations, once filled with the sweet simplicity of joy, now wander through the labyrinthine corridors of

wealth acquisition, financial strategies, the intricacies of child-rearing, and the relentless quest for societal stature.

Not that they are insignificant to keep up with the never ending race of a life time, yet speding the whole life on it, even if they

met up for a relaxing time is an indication of how they have become thirst of the complexicity of life.

In their fervent pursuit of riches, they seek entry into the exclusive echelons of prosperity, displaying their achievements as a coveted ticket.

In their yearning for wealth, they seek connections with the well-to-do, showcasing their own successes as a key to an exclusive club.

They hope that by appearing polished and refined, they can tap into the resources of those higher up the ladder.

The beauty of humble living, once cherished, now stands distant, overshadowed by judgment towards those who remain on the path of modesty.

Yet, amid their aspirations, they overlook the fragile threads that weave the tapestry of life.

Mortality's shadow, the ephemeral nature of existence, all dismissed as fleeting phantoms.

They fail to grasp that beneath the veneer of success, we share a universal vulnerability,

where sickness, misfortune, and the specter of death visit without discrimination.

In their relentless ascent, they forsake the precious treasures of simplicity, the joy of genuine connections,

and the profound beauty found in life's unadorned moments. The art of cherishing life's small wonders escapes them.

Life, a transient wisp, too brief to waste in the race for fleeting social approval, remains elusive.

They remain ensnared by the mirage that wealth holds the key to all of life's mysteries,

blind to the timeless truth that genuine riches reside not in material wealth but in the heart's capacity to love and find joy in the ordinary.

May they awaken one day to the harmonious melody of simplicity, the enduring charm of authentic connections,

and the wisdom that true happiness resides not in opulence but in the unadorned beauty of life's everyday wonders.

For life is too short, too profound, to be consumed by the empty pursuit of appearances and ego.

Sunday, May 21, 2023

i'm not ready for anything remotely real in my life

!And yeah, i'm 31 and it's so fucked and i really don't have time

đŸĨēYet, i am still not ready

Why do i get so Anxious, Afraid and Depressed

Whenever Someone Is Being Kind To Me

 đŸĨē

Why tf do i feel like i'm gonna fucked it up in the next minute

Or

!!!! That i don't deserve to be treated in that way


You've Screwed Up in Your Life So Many Times,

You Think You Don't Have The Right to Be Upset With Anybody đŸĨēđŸ˜Ŗ

Her

She knows all my shit! She knows all the darkest fucked up shit deep buried inside me soul! She neither complains nor judges me for who i am...