UNPROCURABLE LOVE

She loves me for what i am Yet i don't have the right to love her for who she is... I mean i do love her for everything she is... But god i don't have the fucking right... I loved her since i laid my eyes upon her Fair cheeks where veins were visible... Lips like crimson roses yet way more divine... Tiny finger always sticking out of the rest of her fingers when she grabs something or laughs Specs making her look kinda naughty Decency and the innocent look on her face at the same time God she's still the same... Me being a fugly miserable brat She being a hearty adorable lass She could make me a gentleman by being my gentle angel.. But god why did this has to happen an unprocurable love She'll never be mine She won't shine upon my life She won't lie beside me life She won't lie at my bedside at night neither will she be there in the morning She won't be mine, my life's gonna be a sigh at her sight Every time i see her sight it's jz gonna be another sigh plus a bruised lip that i bite I fist my hand, gasp for breath and grasp for my life Hang on tight man u'll be fine My mind pretends and acts like fine by burying the fact that it cheats my deep conscience as i fight...