Being Selfish

When Suicide ain't an option,
Because it would leave Your family devastated...
So instead wishing you were dead or wishing you to get terminally ill/sick...
While you hate even the thought of one of your loved ones even catching a little cold or worry to see them upset or sad;
Is the most self-centered, selfish thing you could ever do...
And here i am being sooo damn selfish and self-centered by definition, like a bastard!!! 🖕