Sun & Moon

When Moon Woos The Sun

Even Oceans Feels Her Yearn

And Stars Align Each Night

To Spell Out Their Love

In Tiny Bright Lights!

His Golden Rays

Her Silver Hues

A Beautiful Song

Oh, How They Long

For Dawn To Come!!!

Meds

Fluoxetine/Sarafem/Prozac

MethylPhenidate/Concerta/Ritalin

Mirtazapine/Remeron

Clonazepam/Klonopin/Rivotril

Bromazepam/Lexotan - anAntiAnxietyDrug (Bromazepam-aBenzo-Like 

ValiumAKAdiazepam)

Melatonin/Avora/FilFresh

Topiramate 

Paroxetime/Paxil/Pari

Lithium/Lithosun

Lamosygen

Modafinil/Provigil 200mg

Sertraline - Zoloft

Alprazolam - Xanax

පාවී අහසේ තරුවක්

පාවී අහසෙ තරුවක්

ආසයි බලන් ඉන්න තවත් වරුවක්

ඉන්නෙ මම රෑ

සුපුරුදු ලෙස පාවෙවි අහසේ

සිංදු පිරිල මගෙ පාවෙන මනසේ...

ලෝකෙම slow

මම ප්‍රශ්න හින්ද වද්ද ගත්ත bro

හිත අද රෑ

එක තැන නෑ

සුපුරුදු ලෙස පාවෙවි ලෝකෙ රෑ

පාලුවෙන්,

තනිකම මගෙ යාලුවෙක්...

මුමුනන ගී පාලුවෙන්

තනිකම හුරුවෙල තනියක් නෑ

සුපුරුදු ලෙස කොල්ලො වටවෙලා රෑ

දුම මැද්දෙන් පීනන් රෑ

සිතිවිලි මගෙ දුර ඈතින් පියම්බන්නෑ!!!

~Costa Marley

Happiness Within Sadness

 If You Could Truly, Really, Unbearably Be Happy,

But Knew From The Start,

That It Would End in Unbearable Sadness,

Would You Choose That Happiness

Or

Would You Avoid It!?

Yea,

Some Would Say They Would Choose The Happiness No Matter How Much It Would 

Hurt!

Stupid Fucks! LOL!

Me, Myself, I & BPD

I Really Dunno Where I End

&

This Fucking BPD Comes In!!!

When a BPDiac gets Depressed

When Depression Hits You

Equiped With BPD;

You Become an Expression Which

Anyone Could Read;

You Just Tell Everything

To Everyone You Come Across

&

Become An Open Book

Spilling Out Your Deep Heart's Core

Even for Total Strangers...

...Except for Your Suicidal,

Self Loathing & Self Hating

Feelings & Thoughts...

LifeBoat

Life Is Like A Crowded LifeBoat;

Maybe You Throw Out Your Pride To Stay Afloat,

Maybe Your Self Respect

Maybe Your Independence

&

Then You Start Throwing People Out,

The More Closer,

The Ones FILLED With Love,

With HEAVY & BIG Hearts,

With Old & HEAVY Souls

The Better...

Family, Friends, Everyone You Used To Know,

Everyone You Loved...

And It Still Ain't Enough

The Boat Is Still Sinking

&

You Are Going Down With It

&

You'll Never Get Outta That Boat,

Cuz Unlike Some Other People,

You Don't Know How To Swim

Or

To Stay Afloat

Or

Have The Energy to Do So...