Feeling Worthless

Total worthlessness; Whole selfloathness...

Fucking Helplessness; Complete Hopefulness of Hopelessness ...

A Life of Meaningless; A mind Full of Life's Meaninglessness,

Mindfulness of Livelessness; Concentration on hatefulness

A Life Full of a Bunch of Regrets

A Body Full of Self Inflicted Wounds

A Soul Full of Shame and Humiliation

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Living for the Sake of Them; Whom i Adore Without Conditions...

Eventhough i loath myself,
Even i don't love myself,
And even my life aint worth living;
Living for the ones i Love is worth!
So it makes it even as if i loved my life,
And it is  worth living for!
Yet, that doesn't mean that i enjoy it myself;
For it really is a living hell,
For most of'em don't even know it
And sometimes they think that
You are sick in the head!