Depressed Smoker

Downtown Loner

Anxiety Transpolar

Personality Disorder

Depressed Crawler

Life Ain't in Order

A Mess of Mental Disorders

a Self Destructive Loather

!I'm Fading My Composure

This Serotonin Famine

Fucks Up My Life

Thoughts Come & Go

They Keep Snapping

Everything Is So Suffice

All i Have is a Life Full of Shite

My Head Keeps Spinning

Why Ain't I Dying 

:I Ain't Just Trynna Live my Life

!This Is me, Just Trynna Survive the Life

Impatiently Waiting

Til It's Done Run Its Course

Til This Mess of a Life Line

Turns into a Simple Flat Line

Just Wanna Have a Long Resting Nap

& Embrace The Reaper's Soul

!i Wish i Could Be There Sooner

;See i'm Waiting For a Goner

...For Death is Such a Seductive Loner

More Orange pills?

Or

Russian Roulette?

Blades on Wrists?

Or

Trains on Tracks?

A Crane on Lose?

Or

A Jump from Above?

Hang from Ceiling?

Or

Just Give up on Life Itself

&

Live Like a Corpse!?

Us

Disassociated

Disoriented

Theres a tug of war in me head

With many ends to the rope,

They pull strong

Whom do i introduce to people 

Which one will they like

Which one is the mask

And which one is my face

Am i borderline,

Am i not normal

Am i me or am i we

Am i, i

&

if so why!!!???

හිතේ කෙටූ Tattoos

 

මම, හිත, නුඹ

මගේ හිත බැඳුනට නුඹට

හිත වෙනයි

නුඹ වෙනයි

මම වෙනයි!

Universe

We Limit the Universe to Only Things Humans Can Understand!

Again;

That Too Does Limit The Universe by Limiting The Possibility of Human Understanding!

TfIsWrongWithMe

I always thought my life was building towards something!

Turns out, it was just this miserable life i have now

Look at me man,

Im almost thirty One!

I sit around and watch the same old stupid videos of when we were kids

over and over

What the fuck is wrong with me?

Sun & Moon

When Moon Woos The Sun

Even Oceans Feels Her Yearn

And Stars Align Each Night

To Spell Out Their Love

In Tiny Bright Lights!

His Golden Rays

Her Silver Hues

A Beautiful Song

Oh, How They Long

For Dawn To Come!!!

Meds

Fluoxetine/Sarafem/Prozac

MethylPhenidate/Concerta/Ritalin

Mirtazapine/Remeron

Clonazepam/Klonopin/Rivotril

Bromazepam/Lexotan - anAntiAnxietyDrug (Bromazepam-aBenzo-Like 

ValiumAKAdiazepam)

Melatonin/Avora/FilFresh

Topiramate 

Paroxetime/Paxil/Pari

Lithium/Lithosun

Lamosygen

Modafinil/Provigil 200mg

Sertraline - Zoloft

Alprazolam - Xanax