Saturday, January 28, 2023

You Make Me Feel Like

I'm High On Amphetamines

You Just Make Me Feel Like

Awakened From A Daydream

With You, I Feel Like

I've Been Dreaming, Many a Dreams

You've Stirred My Heart; There's a Storm Deep Inside

Yet You Calm Me Down; With Just One of Them Sweetest Sighs

I Think It Takes At Least 40-50Years, Just to Get Over

!The Things Your Parents Instilled In You & Their Influence Over You

,If Only We Lived Long Enough After They've Gone

Human Race Might Finally Have a Chance to Grow Up On Its Own

!!!With Innovative & Creative Ideas Made With Its Own Free Will & Evolve For Good

Letting Go!

There Were Girls Who Helped Us Tick Our Bucket Lists

And Were Some Who Created New Lists Which We Never Knew Even Existed

&

Made Us, Helped Us Tick Them Off of Our Bucket List...

And Im Grateful For Them!

How Cruel & Thoughtless to Try & Kill'em For Giving Us Those Great Memories Instead of Being Thankful ☹️💜️

Thursday, January 26, 2023

 ☹️ මිà¶±ිà·ƒ්à·ƒු මැà¶»ෙà¶±්à¶± à·€ිà¶³ිà¶± දුà¶šà¶š්

අද à¶»ෑ à¶‹à¶±ාà·€ේ

à·„ෙà¶§ à¶‘à¶½ි à¶‹à¶±ාà·€ේ!!!

Depressed Smoker

Downtown Loner

Anxiety Transpolar

Personality Disorder

Depressed Crawler

Life Ain't in Order

A Mess of Mental Disorders

a Self Destructive Loather

!I'm Fading My Composure

This Serotonin Famine

Fucks Up My Life

Thoughts Come & Go

They Keep Snapping

Everything Is So Suffice

All i Have is a Life Full of Shite

My Head Keeps Spinning

Why Ain't I Dying 

:I Ain't Just Trynna Live my Life

!This Is me, Just Trynna Survive the Life

Impatiently Waiting

Til It's Done Run Its Course

Til This Mess of a Life Line

Turns into a Simple Flat Line

Just Wanna Have a Long Resting Nap

& Embrace The Reaper's Soul

!i Wish i Could Be There Sooner

;See i'm Waiting For a Goner

...For Death is Such a Seductive Loner

More Orange pills?

Or

Russian Roulette?

Blades on Wrists?

Or

Trains on Tracks?

A Crane on Lose?

Or

A Jump from Above?

Hang from Ceiling?

Or

Just Give up on Life Itself

&

Live Like a Corpse!?

Sunday, January 22, 2023

Us

Disassociated

Disoriented

Theres a tug of war in me head

With many ends to the rope,

They pull strong

Whom do i introduce to people 

Which one will they like

Which one is the mask

And which one is my face

Am i borderline,

Am i not normal

Am i me or am i we

Am i, i

&

if so why!!!???

💚

ලස්සනම ලස්සන දිà¶½ෙà¶± à¶­à¶»ු à¶±ෙà¶­ු ඇතිà·€... à¶±ෙà¶½ාගත් à¶­à¶»ු à¶‘à¶½ි à·ƒේද සලුවකට à¶œෙà¶±, සඳ à¶‘à¶½ිය මෙà¶±් à¶±ිà·€ී සනහන à·ƒිනහවක් මුවගිà¶±් දරාà¶œෙà¶±, සඳ දිය à¶¶ිà¶³ු මුදු à·ƒිà¶±ිදු ද...