We Ain't Young No More

So Just Take My Wishes Away

Bury My Hopes & Dreams

!For No Longer I Need Them

!For No Longer I'm Able To Feed'em

You Make Me Feel Like

I'm High On Amphetamines

You Just Make Me Feel Like

Awakened From A Daydream

With You, I Feel Like

I've Been Dreaming, Many a Dreams

You've Stirred My Heart; There's a Storm Deep Inside

Yet You Calm Me Down; With Just One of Them Sweetest Sighs

I Think It Takes At Least 40-50Years, Just to Get Over

!The Things Your Parents Instilled In You & Their Influence Over You

,If Only We Lived Long Enough After They've Gone

Human Race Might Finally Have a Chance to Grow Up On Its Own

!!!With Innovative & Creative Ideas Made With Its Own Free Will & Evolve For Good

Letting Go!

There Were Girls Who Helped Us Tick Our Bucket Lists

And Were Some Who Created New Lists Which We Never Knew Even Existed

&

Made Us, Helped Us Tick Them Off of Our Bucket List...

And Im Grateful For Them!

How Cruel & Thoughtless to Try & Kill'em For Giving Us Those Great Memories Instead of Being Thankful ☹️💜️

 ☹️ මිනිස්සු මැරෙන්න විඳින දුකක්

අද රෑ උනාවේ

හෙට එලි උනාවේ!!!

Depressed Smoker

Downtown Loner

Anxiety Transpolar

Personality Disorder

Depressed Crawler

Life Ain't in Order

A Mess of Mental Disorders

a Self Destructive Loather

!I'm Fading My Composure

This Serotonin Famine

Fucks Up My Life

Thoughts Come & Go

They Keep Snapping

Everything Is So Suffice

All i Have is a Life Full of Shite

My Head Keeps Spinning

Why Ain't I Dying 

:I Ain't Just Trynna Live my Life

!This Is me, Just Trynna Survive the Life

Impatiently Waiting

Til It's Done Run Its Course

Til This Mess of a Life Line

Turns into a Simple Flat Line

Just Wanna Have a Long Resting Nap

& Embrace The Reaper's Soul

!i Wish i Could Be There Sooner

;See i'm Waiting For a Goner

...For Death is Such a Seductive Loner

More Orange pills?

Or

Russian Roulette?

Blades on Wrists?

Or

Trains on Tracks?

A Crane on Lose?

Or

A Jump from Above?

Hang from Ceiling?

Or

Just Give up on Life Itself

&

Live Like a Corpse!?

Us

Disassociated

Disoriented

Theres a tug of war in me head

With many ends to the rope,

They pull strong

Whom do i introduce to people 

Which one will they like

Which one is the mask

And which one is my face

Am i borderline,

Am i not normal

Am i me or am i we

Am i, i

&

if so why!!!???