Me

'Dead, but Not Allowed to Die. Alive, but as good as Dead.'

Life, People & wealth ft GPT

In the intricate tapestry of existence, certain friendships evolve when fortune's favor graces their path.

These friends, once content with the simplicity of life, now find themselves ensnared by the siren song of affluence.

They perceive existence through a gilded lens, where every day gleams with the promise of opulence and grandeur.

Conversations, once filled with the sweet simplicity of joy, now wander through the labyrinthine corridors of

wealth acquisition, financial strategies, the intricacies of child-rearing, and the relentless quest for societal stature.

Not that they are insignificant to keep up with the never ending race of a life time, yet speding the whole life on it, even if they

met up for a relaxing time is an indication of how they have become thirst of the complexicity of life.

In their fervent pursuit of riches, they seek entry into the exclusive echelons of prosperity, displaying their achievements as a coveted ticket.

In their yearning for wealth, they seek connections with the well-to-do, showcasing their own successes as a key to an exclusive club.

They hope that by appearing polished and refined, they can tap into the resources of those higher up the ladder.

The beauty of humble living, once cherished, now stands distant, overshadowed by judgment towards those who remain on the path of modesty.

Yet, amid their aspirations, they overlook the fragile threads that weave the tapestry of life.

Mortality's shadow, the ephemeral nature of existence, all dismissed as fleeting phantoms.

They fail to grasp that beneath the veneer of success, we share a universal vulnerability,

where sickness, misfortune, and the specter of death visit without discrimination.

In their relentless ascent, they forsake the precious treasures of simplicity, the joy of genuine connections,

and the profound beauty found in life's unadorned moments. The art of cherishing life's small wonders escapes them.

Life, a transient wisp, too brief to waste in the race for fleeting social approval, remains elusive.

They remain ensnared by the mirage that wealth holds the key to all of life's mysteries,

blind to the timeless truth that genuine riches reside not in material wealth but in the heart's capacity to love and find joy in the ordinary.

May they awaken one day to the harmonious melody of simplicity, the enduring charm of authentic connections,

and the wisdom that true happiness resides not in opulence but in the unadorned beauty of life's everyday wonders.

For life is too short, too profound, to be consumed by the empty pursuit of appearances and ego.

i'm not ready for anything remotely real in my life

!And yeah, i'm 31 and it's so fucked and i really don't have time

🥺Yet, i am still not ready

Why do i get so Anxious, Afraid and Depressed

Whenever Someone Is Being Kind To Me

 🥺

Why tf do i feel like i'm gonna fucked it up in the next minute

Or

!!!! That i don't deserve to be treated in that way

You've Screwed Up in Your Life So Many Times,

You Think You Don't Have The Right to Be Upset With Anybody 🥺😣

 🥺🤮i've really gotta stop this bad emotional inertia man

My brain is so full of assholes!

It's got the judge, the jury and the attorney,

And it's got the critic,

It's got that guy in the back of the room who says "fuck u loser, u should die!!!"

The guy who says "Eat more Sugar!", even if  you are diabetic

&

To "Eat more bread motherFucker!", even if you've had dinner!!!

Its got every fucker except the one who asks you to love your fucking life!!!

I just have to fuck them up for good, man!

Or i'd have to just kill myself; so that they would die too!

,i knowww

!I was drowning

!And you were there trynna pull me out

,It's just that

!You wouldn't let me be fucking miserable man

!I just needed to hit rock bottom and u wouldn't fucking let me

!U just couldn't read the fucking room Bruh

I'm not trynna make u feel bad

,But it's really not fun to be around somebody who says

,"I've been there too

!I know how you feel

!"People have way worse problems than yours

When you know for a fact that

that somebody genuinely hasn't been there

Or

!Have felt what you are feeling right now

!I was fucked up depressed man

Eveytime i remember the times me being happy;

i get fucking pissed!

Because,

Then i see where im at now

&

Then it hits me That,

That time is gone

&

i aint ever getting it back!

;You Realize u ain't gonna be around Forever

One day you will eat Your Last meal

Hug Your parents, sibling or your friend for the Very Fucking Last Time

!U may not know it was the last time though

;So, when you really think about it

You could really make them moments

!!!Memorable & Fill them with Kindness

!That's the Magical Side of it

,Well

...The Fucked Up Side is that

!May be u ALREADY HAVE DONE those things

!For the LAST TIME man

!Maybe these are the Final Moments You get to Live This Life

😅😅😅Who to Tell 'til it's Happened 

"මං දැන් එහෙම නෑ, මට හොඳයි!"

කියලා හිතුන වාර ගාන අනන්තයි

ඒත් එහෙම නෑ කියලා තේරෙන තේරෙන පාර

ලැජ්ජ නැතුව ආයේ ආයේ එහෙම හිතන එක තරම්

Self Deceiving Act එකක් මම දැකලම නෑ!

කවදාවත් මේකෙන් ගැලවෙන්නේ නැති වෙයි

කියලා තේරෙන තැන ඉඳගෙනත්

Hoping That You'd Get Better, Is So Fucked Up!