Sunday, May 21, 2017

Feeling Nothing

I never knew or believed that this feeling of feeling nothing towards someone or something did exist... since recently i discovered that very feeling does indeed exist!!!
Now; there are people ... who i dont give a shit about... when i say i dnt give a shit... i really mean it! Whether they become the richest men in the world... or whether they were murdered in a brutal way after some kinda torturing... i really aint gonna feel anything for their lives... i know it seems impossible... cuz as humans we feel things and seeing someone dies or dead... it makes us sick worried, Even if we were complete strangers right!!?? But believe me, it is same with me for the rest of the world except for these few people! What happens with them, what happens in their lives, whether they are sooo happy or, whether they are real sad and feeling suicidal, is literally irrelevant to me, i just dnt give a flying fuck!!! To be exact, those characters dont exist in the universe that is perceived by my senses!!! Lol
It's soo bizzare and hard to believe... once were bossom amigos, now not even enemies... 😂😂😂


Knowing that feeling's existence makes me think that if it does exist, there maybe people who feel about me in the exact same way... i mean i already know one!!! Shit mate!!! Damn!!!! I fucking hate knowing it!!! And this stupid heartless feeling!!! Fuckkkk!!! 

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