Thursday, March 30, 2017


 THOSE DAYS

It was only you and me babe, But it was all okay, cuz u were all I needed
We climbed mountains, Hiked hills
U took my hand, whenever you weren't sure of which path to take, whenever the path was rough and difficult, you leaned on me, you took my hand....
My goodness hon, that grip... thought it was gonna last for the life time...
Your warm sweaty neck and chest , with that drenched kiss curl and that unique frisky smile of yours... 
God u were leaving me breathless darlingl!!! I cudnt believe that U were mine!!!
That beach we sat down together looking at the horizon,gazing at the endless infinity... reminding ourselves of what it's our life gonna be together!!!
One foot on the sand the other one intertwined with ur leg...
We were talking the simplest things in our lives and the deepest serious shit without sweating a bit... 
Like they too were so simple things in our lives!!!
That's the thing babe, we could do that! 
We could talk even the deepest darkest secrets we held only into our individual souls for the entire life,
The saddest darkest drastic moments of our lives...
The things we only held into ourselves, 
The things we didn't slip out no matter what, 
The things we only speak loud inside our heads, 
The things we only talked with that li'l voice which echoes inside our heads... 
We could tell them with each other, looking straight right at our eyes fearlessly, shamelessly, 
without giving it a second thought, 
without stressing out or being afraid of being judged by the other...



Once a bright sunny sandy beach that was... 
Now a gloomy heavy dark extraterrestrial place which holds the memories of a bright sun and an inmost adorable couple...
Who were sipping a daiquiri and a virgin daiquiri looking at the horizon with the lightest but the happiest hearts a living being could ever possess...
they thought of their problems were all under rocks...
They both were sharing this mutual feeling which was a combination of happiness, love, lust and this relaxing feeling 
while clinging into each other while filling their glasses again and again!
When I look back on those days, 
And now that all those beautiful moments are gone & those moments are nothing but everliving memories... 
There is not a single thing that I would change... 
Cuz man, they were the perfect happiest moments a man could ever get in his life time! 
It's sad that some men die without even realizing that a man could be that much happy and proud!!!
Well i've been lucky!!! 
I lived my life so full of joy back then, and i loved it! 
Well i guess, what they say is true... Life is nothing but a dream hon!!! 
And now it sucks.... Again, 
Just like what it used to be before, 
Before u came into my miserable, boring, monotonous life!!! 
You changed that, You taught me how to love my life, how much my life worth, not only to me, but to some other people too!!! 
Yes babe u taught me that!!! 
But what u never taught me was, how much cheaper or how worthless it could get without your presence in it... 
How to keep going on without you by my side...

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