That Wall....

She is this cute smartass lass
Who doesn't show any of her deep dark playful desires
Or the pains that make her suffer
& make her cry some nights to sleep... 

To any of her amigos... 

There is this thick badass wall
Which she has built up around her,
Which makes her mind and heart
Impenetrable by any form of the cupid himself... 

Yet sometimes
She becomes mad
When some lunatic calls out for her past

And one could win her trust back
By really understanding and treating her
The way a caring big brother
Treats his loving adorable little sister...

And Yea someone did...
Someone won her trust and she gave all of her to him,
Trusting him to keep that faith and to live as lovers do...

But alas,
He fucked it up,
He betrayed her trust in himself...

So she lamented and felt ashamed of herself
For trusting another guy and
For letting him to move inside those walls
Without having the slightest clue
That he is gonna make her feel this way someday... 

So she builds that wall heavier than before 
& strengthens it in a way that
Noone could ever penetrate it 
Neither from outside nor from inside... 
Not even herself would ever be able
To let down that wall ever again....