Entrapped

Even If They Say " It's Gonna Be Alright"
Still They Can Hear Me Say,
That i Want To End My Life...
i Guess Noone Has Much To Worry About It,
For, If i Really Wanted To KiLL Meself,
i Would've Done It Already...
This Is Just Nothing, But Talk & Talk...
i Guess That Is True Though..
Cuz i Got This One Reason,
That i Can't Leave
As It Demands For My Payback One-day...
But Still;
Now & Again i Try Just to Stay Alive,
Cuz The Thought
That The Life i Had Once
Won't Be Mine Ever Again
Is Eating Me Alive,
And It Is Waging A War Inside My Head
&
It Keeps Pulling,
My Mind Towards This,
Pit Of Dark Thoughts...
Where It Makes Me Wanna
Fuck MySelf Up For Good!!!