Demons

When I close my eyes tonight,
Down my dreams the demons will start to fight...
Whither comes, there goes my life
The way I scream in my dreams's so might
This pathetic life's not a pleasant sight
But a site filled with broken sighs
In the moonlit grave i cry
Staring past the past of my life
Why am I here am i tonight?
Spit on my own grave I,
Ponder to myself I,
That I myself am a huge piece of shite!!!

And in the weary dreams i drown
Heavy is my head right now,
So i bow down to each & every one on my way down
Even when i should pass down a frown,
To them clowns...

Every man dreams of something when they grow
But my dreams are broken and gone a long ago
I had this dream of me,
Die smiling,
Reminiscing all the dreams i achieved...
But Fuck me, i've got nothing & I'm just a useless being😂

Miserable is the life that good for nothing
So imma shut this thing called life down, I'm killing
Myself bit by bit & it's feeling,
So good that i feel so happy and im alive

While every human craves a good life
Here i am craving for painful cries
I cut myself and i silently cry
Heavy are the sighs with blood
Flowing thru my hands, nose and my dry mouth,
Frowning at them blood streams and drowning in'em dark memories...
I'm drowning in my thoughts with them demons weighing me further down,
Deep into the fiery pits of hell!